Oct. 14, 2006

Afraid, afreet

This feeling of being filled with fear and the removal of peace, is part of our existence. This can come quickly, or it can be over time that we carry this feeling. Many of the feelings listed under drear and envy support this feeling. This feeling can have different intensities associated with it. They can be overwhelming, and last only a few seconds before death, or they can seep in and build for a lifetime.

The thought of expulsion from existence without knowing the result, is part of the reasoning behind why the black horse exists. Our fear of knowledge that isn't known, can be a serious path changer. The sudden change is the problem. The knowledge we retain is often from others who got it from some one you don't even know. Knowledge is accepted, but never known. It has no end it seems or does it?

If we knew everything there was to know, there would be no knowledge left, thus no fear. Being afraid is an aversion tactic of this beast and his black horse he wishes that you keep riding into the pointless forest. You see, once God's truth prevails, the beast is devoured. Our natural aversion to death is more of not knowing the unknown, than the act of dying itself. For those who die slowly, they must endure additional emotional feelings the beasts have on their platters waiting for them.

Being filled with fear will charge up envy's engine and drear's backfeed. People often attempt to overcome fear by using feelings that help them build confidence to know the future such as being proud, yet this is divination thinking. Our fear and being afraid of anything is only to constant and instant change. Change is associated with changing one's path, since the path in the mind is reflected in the pale world.

This plague of thinking prevails only because people mostly believe what they see with two eyes, and not with the mind.

R. Mark Sink 2006/10/14
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