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    Depression/Shame ~ Drear

 de·pres·sion (dĭ-prĕshæn) noun

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-pressure-print-repress-suppress-et-per-4-; to strike, (a verbal root possibly belonging to the group of per1, Extended forms *prem-, *pres-, (imprint), (reprimand), Latin premere (past participle pressus), to press, NO MORE DATA, hammertoe*, Greek Cross*, Lion's foot* (pregnant1 - genæ-) see chapter 33

Originally written: 2007/7/11

Depression, also depressing, depressed, depressant, depressants, depreasant, depress, depresses, depredation

Depression is a physical word applied to the mind, and in all rights, is a lie. Depression is not depression unless you're the Pillsbury Dough Boy, depression is e-motion.

Psychologists classify depression as a psychotic state according to the dictionary, which means everyone is psychotic? Every person on the planet has had some experience of depression or rejection as classified by the emotional and intellectual knowledge currently known.

But why would so many people be pushed into one category over and over concerning life?

Why are emotions being depressed is the question to ask yourself? Why has it been assumed that your emotions were just simple words in the dictionary that you could occasionally use in sentences?

The dictionary devotes a whole column to a word that is more about automobile brake parts, and lumps many mechanical impressions into one pool for the deceptive reason that if you understood them, you would not be controlled by them, as you are now. If you are not controlled by them, can you prove it? Even if we can control them and we can, we cannot do it with the current education system in place as you are not being told the truth, so you do not look further, you're curiosity has been settled or saddled.

Some of the synonymous words coming from the dictators are, dejected, dispirited, suffering, dismal, hopelessness, blue, sadness, vigor reduction, downcast, downhearted, sinking, to remove the thriving force, to push down on, to flattened down, to apply pressure, to lower the rate of physiological activity, and so on. At this point, one should beg many questions as to what is going on. Are you a brake pad, or are you experiencing emotions you don't understand?

One of the first questions to ask is where is the word despair? Where is the word shame? Why are they not mentioned synonymously? Why isn't the word frustration mentioned?

You cannot say that to be disappointed would not leave you a sinking feeling. If not a downcast feeling, it then can become frustration almost instantly!

But for sure, you would experience a little despair or a little frustration when any disappointment arose, would you not? Of course you would. It usually happens so fast in your head, you miss it. It can happen in under two seconds. Why are you disappointed at all? We'll get to that soon.

When people suffer from death in the family they often despair and are told it is depression.
You are not told it is depression until the right time when the depressant is ready for implementation.
The implementation is a cross of psychological and physiological deception.

So let's take a look at the derivatives for all the depressing secrets hidden within this word. First, we have the word [oppress] which is suspicious. Then we have the word [suppress] which is also suspicious. Then we have a very strange derivative, [to strike].

Just between you and me, I don't think depression is real.
What do you think? Do you think you have brake pad qualities?

You have to ask the question, why are people given depressants? Are we trying to depress the whole world, and why would we want to do such a thing? Is not the implementation of depressants an attack of suppression inside your mind where the emotions live and are expressed? Your expression is carefully monitored for abuse by the existing matrix based on the data received by the beasts who oversee you.

The idea of allowing influence of such a nature inside your head is a despot over your ability to sort them out yourself. Do you think watching TV allows you to sort out your emotions privately? Before long you will despair over missing your show. Before long you will despair for not seemingly getting ahead in life. Before long you will become so filled up with chores, activities, even chaos designed for you, that you will begin to feel the drear sink in. Everyone feels it, it is part of life.

What is really happening? If you believe the dictators, here is what they say.

You have developed a neurotic condition characterized by an inability to concentrate.
See cathexis

They also state you may have insomnia, which is not enough sleep.
In order to sleep, you must be relaxed and content with your pathos.

This means balance your daily cycle and knowing your emotions.

So how does the beast fool you?

If you believe your experience in life is all about the physical, and are taught that your expression is all physically interpreted, you are turned into an animal slave, and your tabernacle has been decapitated.

You can grow a soul, remember that. If not, can't help you. We all feel the frustration of life and the misery of defeat, in fact, it sounds familiar doesn't it?

It's when you give in to believing that the stress upon you is overwhelming, and you fear you will not be able to win, when actually it has nothing to do with winning at all. It is the depredation of your heart and soul you are distracted from. Depredation is a predatory attack, the words almost match, and depredation sits on top of depress in the dictionary. It is also considered mechanical engineering.

We are also taught to pity those less fortunate than oneself, but this is also a ploy of the beast. Everything measurable has a beast element, and it is complicated.

Because you measure everything, as lineage, your interpretation is expression. This is part of the brain, left and right, along with the central nervous [neurons/endocrines] center punch in the middle. If a despot exists in the matrix, which one does, the perception can be altered through education, entertainment, and mass media. The programming begins very early in life.

You'll notice the entertainment and media is all about the physical, sports, winning, champions, etc. This is the straw man pull back from the stress implementation. First, you are oppressed, then you are de-pressed, or pulled back to mask despair, a push and pull effect, similar to brake pads. Oh no.

Those who do not pull out, are told it is depression. What a slick trick! When you pull out, there is always something there waiting for you, like the amusement park! Self service, yum, yum!

In the end, you are a pop sickle for the beast. The beast hates frugality because there is nothing to suck on. So they get you coming and going, when you're just trying to have a normal fruitful day.

If you become stressed from an oppressing society, you are fed a lie so they can treat you. If you pull out, you cheer at the next champion idea for self service, and quite a bit of narcissism available to choose from.

Since only a very small percentage of people ever read anything other than propaganda, the beast has finalized the plan for complete rapture of all your souls.

So what happened above?

On the pullback, the getting a little respect, a feeling of contentment, maybe even some compassion, you are attacked and directed away from awareness to hide creativity. If curiosity for the truth ever comes to life in our world in a higher state, the beasts loose their power.

So the media and thousands of agents and provocateurs are ready to distract you from ever thinking things through for yourself.

They also do not want you to realize that you feel shame or despair in relation to normal life. It is only thought to occur around major events in your life, when in reality, it occurs almost daily in the form of stress. The knowledge obtained may cause shame, which is a little to close to the spirit for the beast. Defeat is much better because it is already set up for the pullback, and is a really dumb emotion, as we are defeated from birth if you think about it. If you were immortal, you would not be defeated. Maybe the real you is immortal and you haven't figured it out because it must be done here, in this world, but you think with expression only in a linear sense.

Your body is defeated, and you are being slowly defeated from the end of the first half of your life. As long as you believe the physical stress, or the unheralded desire has a hold of you, you're frustration has found a home in your head.

That's what they want. As long as you remain frustrated from the implication, you will pullback from defeat forever thinking it is a depression pad, when it is a way home. The most powerful primer for the beast to use on you for this trick is an emotion called disgust. It has a little heat with it, and you are programmed from birth to use hope over shame.

It is ok to be ashamed.

It is ok to feel despair.

It is who you are.

So let it out!

It is the water of life!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Amusement parks are designed to fill your mind with the dreams you have a right to create yourself, and when you do, they are more pleasing for the contentment feeling.

Television is designed to program you, and the stories are most often a reflection for propaganda.

Most Talk Radio is the extension of emotions designed to direct your curiosity away from respecting your soul and a place to hide contentment. Only a few truth seekers exists outside the system.
See The Micro Effect

The Newspaper is another extension of emotions designed specifically for monitoring the reception, this allows the desired feedback, pullback, etc., to be used before your emotions have had time to sort themselves out in your head. Here, and on the Internet, the push and pull is almost continuous. You must be prepared for it, or you will easily use emotions unconsciously. See discern news

Listening to the Stereo is the expressionism of artist's music used by you to counteract the shame of not being a Star when it is your heart that respects creativity, and you're dignity is telling you that you are a Star.

The Imagination is a place you can go anytime you want, and there is no fee. Our dreams are a sign of our ability to imagine, then think, and finally know.

You want to know the truth? Depression doesn't exist. Emotions do! Learn them or be recycled for the beast. It is your inability to concentrate [have creativity/contentment] that is heavily attacked by the crooked beast.

Those that hurt you are using that beast. What do you think?

They have let it inside them, and it confuses them, and it's trying to confuse you, through them.

Don't let it happen! Abstain from all sociopaths and learn the culture of psychopaths so you can think!

You are never depressed, unless you're a auto part.

R. Mark Sink  2007/7/11

 

Benji Loves Wood

P/S. People push emotions on you because they have not thought about their own, and whether or not you would be interesting in feeling them, without permission. And of course, many are doing the pop sickle. See conscience, noesis map, and beast. That's Benji above, he's a dog.

Emotion Tip: There are no coincidences. Think about it.

Bring curiosity to life!


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