Desire, desired, desiring, desires, desirer, desirous,
desirously, desirousness
Our desire is misunderstood because we believe it is part of
pleasure, when in fact, it is completely something else. We use
desire to attain pleasure, when desire was not intended for that
use. This is where desire is used by the beast to trick you.
Desire is a feeling you have for God, not pleasure. Since desire
is emotional, and lives of the
red world, it is the red key
sitting atop the mantissa for envy.
This makes desire the #1 most powerful red emotion of all thought
processes.
Since the red horse represents a feminine power, desire starts
to make sense. Desire uses a feeling of wishing which is the
beast's power. This tricks you into thinking like
hope, or
divination thinking, which the beast has in mind. If the beast
can trick you into thinking about the future, she has won. She
also uses the black horse on you with the masculine aversion
from God.
Desire has its mirror you look in. You either believe the beast,
or you believe God, and you jump back and fro your entire life.
The gift of pleasure is abused by the beast in us. We use desire
to attain it at excessive and obsessive levels.
Our charge for desire is fueled when we live in the pale world.
We must eat and drink, so these very things become desired, when
they are gifts of pleasure from joy. When we starve, we are
tortured by the beast's desire.
The four beasts who oversee the four emotions, use desire's
power from God. It is to be used by all, and as a lesson of the
red horse and it's power to be ridden. Those who use desire to
attain pleasure are living the beast's world, not their own.
Our attraction to others is from love's emotions and we use
attraction as desire. Our natural attraction to others is part
of God's power and we allow the beast to use this emotional
response by tricking us and changing our thinking. We think we
desire things, but once you've attained them, the feeling of
desire is gone. What happened?
The beast tricked you again.
Most of the spiritual sub-categories of love, are used by the
beasts to trick you. Desire and being
afraid not to desire, are again tricks in the mind of the
beasts. You can literally be absorbed into desire, and even
enchanted by its power. The desire for sex can become
overwhelming because pleasure is free energy from God.
Desire is the king pin of the beasts. Are you afraid of the
beasts in you?
The beast tricked you again. You have a chance to discern before
the next attack. Your unlimited use of pleasure is not a sin. It
is a sin to desire it. This is the only way the beasts can get
their tricks and kicks. If they fool you into believing you
desire God, they then use you as they wish.
You don't really desire God, but you love God, you just may not
know it.
R. Mark Sink 2006/10/15
Review and update: 2007/1/31
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