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CHEROKEE HAND: Hear (Entendre) Nòndam
1) Carpus; 2) Metacarpus; 3) Phalanges
port: Four (Quatre) New
 
This is the first crook in your pathos, and your fantasy perceptions seem a little over focused in relation to logical facts. You may seem very optimistic but at the same time, it is based on getting a feeling of joy often through hoping for it. Check your switches below. You'll need a whopper for this babe.
 

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Gynoecium: Greek gynaikos oikia, woman's house – one or more pistils. The female reproductive organ is the carpel: this contains an ovary with ovules (which contain female gametes). A pistil may consist of a number of carpals merged together, in which case there is only one pistil to each flower, or of a single individual carpel (the flower is then called apocarpous).
Corolla- petals of a flower considered a group or unit, Latin, small garland, diminutive of corōna, garland

Apocarpous: free carpels; primrose; used of a single flower that blooms once in a life cycle and then it must die. Isaiah 17:7 At that day shall a man look to his Maker, and his eyes shall have respect to the Holy One of Israel.

Red (Rouge) Miskwà
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Envy and the Red Horse Connection
Original written in 2006

Envy contains the keys which hold desire in place. It is inherent to desire for survival alone. We must eat of the food of knowledge [black horse] to survive this world and hold a position here. We must drink of the spirit [white horse] to hold a life form in this place.

The red envy [red horse] is a result of these two, knowledge and spirit, as you live this position in the pale horse reality. We envy life itself because we desire to live it. Therefore envy is a primer emotion above all in mapping the red horse. Since this website is about mapping this horse, the other three horses would also have their primers that correlate to their master orders in four orders each having five core parts. These will have to be mapped and researched separately and correlatively. You can however get a glimpse into their orders by studying their emotional aspects here on this website, and in articles that are related.

Because people are not told that the beast lives with them, sleeps with them, and their entire expression is inevitably connected to envy, and the control of it, our world systems are crumbling. The message from God is undoubtedly to not ride this horse, and envy correlates to this paradigm of thinking.

The many results of using envy, or red riding, are endless. To begin, any emotional overloads and cross wiring will result in many psychopathic behaviors. Desire is laced with envy, and over eating or drinking is a core human result in societies that live very red. This reaction is core to envy's power from birth.

Our reactions to envy's power are again an endless list of emotional states and combinations of them. Our natural drive to survive conflicts with all the systems currently present in our culture. It is now so easy to ride this horse, the beast's power is becoming the anti-Christ we are told about. This anti-Christ ties directly to the red horse and emotion. Envy and anger are what the beast wants most.

God's signal is saying that when you think of a horse, what do you think? You think you would ride it. It is a natural thought that is centuries old. This is a key because when you organize the horses with their orders from Revelation 5 and 6, these facts come to light. There are two horses we can ride, and two we cannot. The feminine and masculine also align with these primers and orders.

The thought that we should not kill ourselves relates to the fact that envy is a beast that eventually wins in the end or does it? To live. we must corral envy. To die, we leave envy behind, but we can live without riding this horse, if we try. In smaller terms, once we have corralled this horse as a society, we will have conquered time itself, and we may very well tap into the free zero point energy often talked about.

Our black fear of death stares us in the face and interlaced into this emotional state causes chaos and disorder. This energy fed into us, from God, from the food, from the water, and from others, can become the crystal icing on the red cake. As in the thinking of intelligent de-sign, accepting the truth in knowledge is a way of having reason, not design. The riding of the black horse and the red is common place.

Anger and desire often turn into something called hope. A two sided coin, and taught in school at the very core of thinking. We are taught to win as a survival technique, to overcome indifference when in fact, differentially is the lacing of the black horse's dark side into our thinking. Through the manipulation and riding of the black horse, and implementing aversion in the mind, when they should be implementing the white horse joy, we complete our thinking into a twisted world of anxiety powered by hope and emotional misdirection.

The mapping of the red horse shows these signals and they correlate. As a race, we must stop riding these two horse to survive in this existence. This is a lesson and a gift to learn. We resent because we are taught to envy from childhood. It destroys any logic we seem to have. The resentment is the mixing of the black and red, and the 2nd primer emotion under envy. It is made by 1st primer desire which is envy at its very core. Anger is the 3rd primer under envy, and a result of the first two. Hope starts the mantissa of these sub groups as the 4th primer. And the last primer of five, disgust, ends the circle of envy.

Mantissa Chart: Desire, Resent, Anger, Hope, Disgust
These sub level emotions are somehow interlaced into the hierarchy of the upper levels.
 

	Black Resentment to knowledge that is different.		Red anger becomes lived out in expression of fire.
	White Hope that is spiritually based, but used falsely becoming masked faith representative of anti-Christ, and the devious one.		Pale Disgust of your reality and the physical drear.

 The Making of a Bully  AGED 12 CAN READ

The bully is made from the red horse and its manipulation in our society. The desire to be differential to obtain regard is built right into our living systems, right down to the beginning of learning. The bully is made by the use of the emotions and stems directly from desire itself. Desire sits atop the miserable heap of red emotions and is a core form of envy.

To desire is to envy some form of a higher emotion called pleasure. We are drawn to our core existence, and don't even understand it. The desire for pleasure rots our thinking from the age of 2.

To help understand, we must know the difference between emotions, where they reside in our head, and how to control them, or they control you. Early in our lives we begin to notice the world around us, and all the amazing toys in the world. We see others who possess them as Gods. What is your brain really telling you that is misdirected?

As soon as children are intelligent enough to begin asking questions, they will be led down a confusing path, that is intended to follow another before that was also misdirected. Children must have something to work with in order to process decisions, and thoughts to sew their own path or mirror of another. God has given us five wonderful gifts of life itself we must discern which are, food, water, air, dark [sleep], and thought [light]. They are all we have and our actual need for them affects our processes to obtain them.

To be hungry is a horrible thing, and for those who starve, they discern pleasure away from desire much easier, as noticed when you have compassion for them directly. They immediately give all their love to you for they feel the love given. The making of a bully is the aversion of the truth of oneself. The averted one begins by not understanding these emotions more clearly, or having the knowledge available, which has mostly been hidden in our societies for hundreds of years.

What is a child to think of our world of confusion which is literally overwhelming. Have you ever looked into a child's eyes when they begin to see the world around them? Do you notice how big they really are and how wide open they are? Can you see what is going on inside their mind? Why do we not think of these things? We make our entire life based on a misdirection called [assumption]. How early do children begin this wonderfully jaded technique? As soon as you feed them the first time, for they will cry for it from then on. You also give water that comes in many forms and pleasures. The air they breath is part of their life force, and will never stop once, as their heart beat is eternal for the life. They sleep more when young to charge their life force for a prosperous life. Yet, we are told sleeping is just a dream state, and you are slowly but surely getting less and less. You are even told sleep is bad, and not to [over sleep]. Can we over think too? According to the standard pushed philosophies, it would seen so.

Strangely enough, the first four gifts we receive are most often running like clockwork, and are not hard to discern. These gifts of life are removed from most of the world, so if you do receive them like candy, you are blessed beyond all of the world. It is the last gift [thought] where the child is fed [emotional reactions] that begins to unbalance the mind into making assumptions at a startling level. These little mind thoughts are powerful, and you are given so many gifts we do not see or understand, and the mind is confused over these things. This is only one side of the mirror in confusion, and assuming holds it in place. Let discuss the real reflection you see beginning when mirrored words, and reactions are beginning to develop.

The child's mind is always in different states that seem more noticeable and active when under two years old. They are in a state of curiosity, and a state of joy. Why does this seem so? The added state is a combination of an assumption and another emotion, is it not? So children behave in a very curious way about their environment, and this is well substantiated in science. They also react to joyous things in a very positive way, and this is also displayed in their nature, as though having fun is a priority. The first two seem automatic and similar to the first 4 gifts given to us as humans. The added states are more mirrors of the automatic states in a way, for they only exists as reactions to previous actions given. A child reacts and then mirrors those emotions even further, resulting in a kind of disorder in the mind.

So let's clear up this added state so we can begin to see where a bully is boiling inside a young mind. A good example would be a real event I experienced recently at a local convenience store observing a mother and her 3-4 year old boy stopping to pick up something they needed. Inside the store is a counter loaded with candy that is only 3 feet high but you could still reach the candy if you laid on the floor. This outside interference on the mind is overwhelming, as soon the boy displayed. Although I am sure the mother means well, but she was also suffering from emotional disorders as I will explain.

This overwhelming mind warp attack on this 3-4 year old boy made me sick. It was not the mothers fault they exist, but she is responsible for not explaining the outside world to her new born, and the daunting power it holds. I had walked out ahead of them, and as I was observing their departure, the boy lagged behind, and stopped near the front wall where he just starred at it, as his mother walked away. He was experiencing a melt down, and I realized what was really happening to him. His mother quickly walks back to him in a huff, grabbing him, and dragging him away to the car. "Welcome to planet earth", I said in my own mind while observing him being forced into his life journey.
 

All the pleasures this boy had received from his mother and father's connection to this world, of which is the only one he gets, were based on pleasure equating to desire, as this was clearly displayed by his melt down right in front of me. I also had a sort of melt down just watching him having one. My compassion for him comes in the form of action, and a respect for the truth of our true nature.

We might again make another mistake and [assume] that this boy could live a normal life with the correct knowledge to change his behavior to fit into a society already created for him. The war is not just in this human living boy's mind, it is being sent in like missiles and bombs. It is evil at its core, and only wants to control him and use him. The 3-4 year old boy was experiencing an army marching down upon him to destroy him, and turn him into a slave.

The practicing of reaction is amazingly powerful, as in a puppet master's lore who behold powers of perception ahead of the cattle in the field, as they prey on us our entire lives. This boy has a dark future of enemies upon his soul, those who will direct him down another path, for he is to follow them. All this misdirection becomes real in the mind, and is accepted, for its overwhelming power. To give in early based on directed pathos, or lack of better, is developing a secret bully in the mind before the boy attends school. In the next couple of years, this very boy will experience it first hand by those who have also experienced these same emotions, and had to deal with them one way or another.

The observed result shows this as a conclusion, we see those who are mean, and those who are not. The children who give in, are those who again [assume] they possess that power which has become a reaction to possession, and includes the body's physical power, as they can build confidence to believe it based on more reactions that match their belief strength. This strength is built inside them by constant aversion to the truth about being different. We must also realize that children learn at lightning speed, and are quite abused in our society in many ways most are ignoring, so these things are not noticed any more, we again assume things are [the way they are].

So the brother and sister begin their bullying techniques early in the play room, and the parent notices when they run out screaming, Bobby took my [made me different]. The power begins early in the mind. The possession of life confusion and all that it beholds. The amazing gifts powered by relentless curiosity and joy that becomes masked by the secret enemy in the mind. The enemy attacks in a cross pattern, first aversion is tested, then envy is sent in for a hot check. Other emotions wait behind the curtain peeking out with lots of eyes to see when it is clear to move in.

These emotional wars fought inside the minds of children are our entire life represented by you. We do not explain the differences of possessiveness and the power of our intelligence to children. Children's minds are also not polluted with other pre-loaded responses [reactions] that aged humans now possess. This life possession is not discerned, and religion has failed to provide the truth as they masked their purposes with the very things that cause an emotional melt down in a 3-4 year old boy, that being only to follow.

The confidence builds in the power of envy, and the aversion of truth is there to support you all the way down that dark train track to no end. Children deserve a time given unto them to discern this world for themselves and tell us what they think. They are telling us in this present day that we are murderers of life and the gifts of God, for we stand and let it all happen assuming we are doing the right thing, when in fact, we are all lost in the maze of deceit and corruption living on home base.

Our aversion disorder or differential [this way or that way] disorder is combined with desire's power to completely block the true meaning of pleasure and joy's band of love. They are suppressed as seen in today's world of increasing single people who yearn for it dearly. Some will sacrifice their entire life just to get a little of it, even if it only comes in drops. We miss it from the day we are born as seen so visibly in the child next to the warm mother breast. Yet, we are thrown to the wolves inside.

We assume that closeness is needed for we had it from birth, so it becomes a crutch which is the quick switch from pleasure to desire. To have another to keep you warm let's us assume our life has more purpose, for it seems so natural in the way of God. We marry only for the desire of another for selfish reasoning to feed this disorder created at nearly birth.

This very reasoning causes a nuclear explosion of life that feeds of itself until it dies from the plague upon it. The illusion there is no end is starring you in the face, and we are blind to the truth we feel. The little boy assumed it was real, for he felt it inside, but no one told him who they were, or what they were doing in his head, and this is a crime we commit. He may grow and grow, into a bully, or a con artist, or even a puppet master himself for his master inside, and will never see the light. The beasts must die inside us for if only to save this one boy's life on earth.

For he thought he desired to be different and was told it was envy so regard will eventually move in.

If that doesn't make your bridle rattle, then you too may believe only to serve the beasts.